the inspired book of error

Does anyone remember the time, when goodbye's were only until tomorrow? Did you know too, that the human brain is unable to forget a face? You would know, for instance, I was me even in twenty years and if i gained 120 kilos (thats right metric). It is sad, a testament to the very human trait of emotional evolution, that as we grow older, we often grow out of the wave lengths that once held us together. Not for the better neither for the worse. Not always the case, hurt misunderstanding disinterest new interests, a whole plethora - an emotional tapestry or painting if you will, painstakingly interwoven; its labyrinthine of threads and colours too acute, too intricate too be defined individually or expressed with the joke that we call language.

in my opinion blogs are like a double edged swords - just several minutes spent on them can bring a person to his knees with the reality of life. Yes ashwin you shouldn't be so dramatic. let me indulge once in a while - still there is much you can learn from it. you read about sorrow, happiness, loss, gain, things that make you smile even light simple everyday seemingly meaningless crap. This is the meaning of our existance i feel. we live for these little interactions - these tiny barters of consciousness, however falsely we percieve them. We each are the grammatical equivalent of an unclear interjection in each others lives. A description of each others nouns with more precision than they can individually. I am not being entirely accurate - an interjection almost always is clear and precise. But for the most part we never know the impact we have on the ecology of our little bubbles of society until a link of this chain is broken.

all things are wearisome, more than one can say.
the eye never has enough of seeing, nor the ear its fill of hearing.
for with much wisdom comes much sorrow;
the more knowledge, the more grief.
to every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
a time to be born, and a time to die;
a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
a time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
a time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
a time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
(from the book of Ecclesiastes)

do something nice for someone else today, a smile on the train, the opening of a door, the loss of some change. 
Never be worried or loose hope when you are at your lowest; because no suffering is in vain in ways that you know of or dont at the time.

This is the hardest part to word i think;
The simplest logic but hardest lesson to learn is - you must take as little as you can for granted; because with so many things with so many times,
before you know it it will be time to do something else.
haha my attempt to write with complicated words obviously was not very successful. oh well - i will try again sometime.